Go into files out of which you never emerge. You have only to try to overturn the senselessness of any, even the least important, law, to enter into an argument with a librarian, let’s say, (and she can’t possibly be right, not even remotely), to pull down the whole system onto your shoulders. You have only to set out to acquire an ordinary street cat in Canada, for things to become clear.

Because, for instance, what is now sold as democracy is in fact levelling, in fact it is restriction, a great restriction that threatens a whole lot of small restrictions by the police for everyone who does not submit. It is here, it is all here, hidden, transformed into democracy, which is not that. Now, there is, supposedly, none of that, and all the filth of those times has been swept under the carpet. There was fascism, there was communism and the bugbears of communism.

I discovered a lot of secrets, a lot of combinations, dark, political, religious, ideological, personal, to do with chess spying, double and triple secret agents from all camps, secret police involved in dirty activities.

Daša drndić belladonna